First and foremost, I need it to be known that the most amazing and wonderful human being on the planet has asked me to marry him! I’m not sure what I’ve done to deserve such a caring, selfless and loving man but boy do I thank my lucky stars EVERY. SINGLE. DAY. for him. That being said…..
I’m getting’ married, bitches!
Ok ok ok….. I might be a little over the moon excited about marrying Jason. Just a tad bit anyways.
This is a second marriage for both of us. We have both been divorced over 8 years (our divorces were finalized exactly 2 months apart). We have two separate households, routines, bills, kids, responsibilities, etc. So, having a wedding isn’t necessarily something important to either of us. Don’t get me wrong, we are incredibly excited and cannot wait to get married. We just aren’t flashy people. My parents spent a small fortune on my first wedding. That was a huge waste of money. But I was young and wanted to feel like a princess even though I didn’t feel like one in my relationship. Well, that is definitely not the case this time around. Jason treats me like a queen. And because of that, all I care about in this wedding planning business is becoming Mrs. Van and spending my life with him. And basically, you can do that at the justice of the peace.
The day Jason and I say “I do” it will be about our two families coming together as one. That is what is truly important to us. Our kids are the only people who will be standing up for us. Akela (my future daughter) is my only bridesmaid (and coincidentally will be spoiled the rest of her life because I will finally have a daughter – I digress). Landon and Brayden will stand next to Jason. In fact, Landon is walking me down the ‘aisle’ and giving me away. (I write ‘aisle’ because it’s not much of an aisle as it is more of a graveled area of approximately 10-15 steps) The only reason we are having a wedding ceremony is for the kids. They deserve to be a part of our special day. It’s tough being a kid raised by your single parent without a lot of help from the other side. (And by help, I mean guidance, mentoring, communication, etc.) So, they deserve the party.
Our wedding isn’t going to flashy or lavish. It isn’t going to be expensive. But it is going to be filled with friends, family, bbq and beer.